hou fai ah

so i watched king kong earlier....
it's one heck of a long movie so if you're planning to watch a midnight movie...please bear in mind that it'll probably end at about 4am....
here are some tips before entering the cinema...
buy a lot of munchies cause you'll probably go hungry halfway...
plus visit the loo before you enter the theatre...
wear a sweater cause it can get really cold...
and please....don't be like the ah bengs next to my brother who were making statements like 'hou fai ah' (very fast ah) or the idiot who kept kicking my chair....

its back to singapore tomorrow for a couple of days...
somehow it feels as if i'm going back for a holiday and not to work...
i'll only be there for 2 nights...then its back to kl...
repeat process next week....
i'm wondering when i'll get sick of 5 hour bus rides...
how can i when there's always something waiting for me at the other end :)

i was speaking to a friend today and the topic of weddings came up...
probably cause i've got to attend a cousin's wedding this weekend and a couple of other friends are getting married next year...
so he asked the obvious question....when would it be my turn...
first of all...if there was a category for 'most likely to end up a spinster' in high school...i probably would've won it....
but that's not the point....i don't foresee myself getting married anytime soon not because i don't want to *ahem*....
but because i'm not even in a position to....or even consider it....
we single people don't have the privilege of having that option....

anyway....he told me that i should stop breaking hearts...which i must say surprised me...
never thought of myself as a heartbreaker...
never found myself in a position where i had the option of breaking someone's heart....
and if i did...it was probably accidental and unintentional....
it's still a cruel thing to do but heck...if i never knew you were interested...something must've been wrong in the first place...
or maybe my antenna isn't as powerful as it should be...
whatever the case...it's still cruel to break someone's heart...
i have to admit that i've done it a couple of times...but it's only because i was being honest and fair...i've never done it in spite or just for laughs...or even just to fill up time and space...

anyway....things have a way of hitting me smack in the face....
so if i did hurt anyone somewhere along the way...chances are it'll bounce back...
it might not be in the form of heart break...but it'll surface eventually...
could be a time bomb in my mail...or even as juvenile as a hate sms...
better yet.....i might lose my best friend....
either way....i'll suffer the consequences....and accept it with grace