i am a klutz

kicking chairs and walking into gates should be the least of my concern...

last night someone decided to swing an iron grill door at me...
well...if i had excellent reflexes and killer balance i would've came out unscathed...
long story short...i've tripped over a bar and fell....

the result: twisted ankle...sore shoulder and a big bruise on my thigh....

oh well...i knew my streak of not getting into accidents would come to an end..
i'm usually a death trap for strange accidents...

i feel like a b****

i feel like a blimp...
i might not look like one but i definitely feel like one right now...

went to 1 utama with my bro and we decided to head to carl's jr for dinner...
on the way there i decided to buy dunkin donuts...
reached carl's jr and ordered my usual western bacon cheeseburger...
ALMOST finished it today...
i still have yet to finish a carl's jr burger all by myself...
after dinner we decided to walk around...
that wasn't a good idea cause i felt like a cow...
i just wanted to sit still and do absolutely nothing...
so we decided to cancel the walking around idea and headed back to the car...
not a good idea once again cause baskin robbins was screaming my name...
how can i resist ice cream?

maybe all this excess food is making me clumsy...
i kicked a stationary wooden chair that probably weighed a tonne...
i knocked into the carl's jr star which by the way was extremely painful cause it was made of solid metal and it was SHARP!!!!
i rammed my shoulder into my gate...
a klutz i am...

inspired

i feel inspired to liberate my cello and violin from the closet....
its been 4 years since i've touched either one of them...
its been a year since i've seriously played the piano...
its time to bring the music back...

on a different note...
day 3 and i've already failed...
what it is i was looking for has completely eluded me...
i've lost sight of what i was hoping to find in the first place...
how can i find something when i don't know what it is??

i think i lack the focus and the determination...
too content and comfortable with the way things are...
oh well...why change when there's nothing wrong?

while you were sleeping

while everyone was sleeping i managed to...

- do some work
- finish my durian cake
- play the piano
- finish a crossword puzzle
- drink a glass of coke

oh...and i answered 8 questions about animals and this is what i got...
all this from 8 questions about horses and snakes and lions...
wow...deep stuff...
not entirely accurate...i actually like sarcasm... :P

wanna know the real 'key' to my heart? its called durians....

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

day 1

you are who you pretend to be...so be careful who you pretend to be....

i realize that i personally take many things for granted...
i also take many things too seriously....
and i ignore the all warning signs when things get out of hand...

one minute i can be myself...
the next i can turn into someone completely different....
i can stay in character for as long as i want...
until my head tells me its time to switch....
i bounce from one character to another so easily its like second nature....
and in the midst of it all...i deceive people....
i smile at them...i laugh with them...i laugh at them...
i tease them...i hurt them...i console them...i confide in them....
but how much of it is really true?

so today is day 1...
the first day to what?
i don't really know....
i'm waiting to find out what's at the end of day 5....
hopefully i find myself somewhere...

addicted to....

finally managed to get my hands on bon bon's famous durian cake...
collected it yesterday and ever since then...i've ate 5 out of 12 slices...
one bite and all my troubles go away....
yummy!!!!!