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i didn't know that singaporeans were so verbal. got off the bus on saturday night and there was a cat fight. apparently some lady was pushing some other lady that was in front of her and everything blew up. one fella shouted "can't you wait you BITCH" and the other lady obviously responded with similar words. actually...they were verbal but not very creative. the only word i heard them use was "BITCH".

anyway...went for a drink with a friend on saturday night and it ended up to be a 4 hour conversation about psychos...jerks...transformers...movies and what not's. it's been awhile since i've had a 4 hour conversation. to be honest...there's not many people around that i can have 4 hour conversations with. eventually there'll be silence at the 2 hour mark.

the countdown continues. 4 weeks to go and i'll be back home for good. 4 weeks....25 days...18 working days. have yet to calculate the hours and seconds. but i'm pretty excited about moving back. don't have a real plan yet though. people keep asking me whether i have another job offer back in kl or what i plan to do when i come back. honestly...the wind hasn't started blowing yet so at the moment i've got no plan. call me a 25 year old bummer.

recently i realized that i know a lot of girls who are attracted to losers. ok...maybe losers is too harsh a word to use. guys who just aren't right for them. verbally abusive...sometimes physically abusive. all that leads to psychological abuse. these guys instil fear....making the girl afraid to question...afraid to speak her mind...afraid to be herself. they prey on those who make logical excuses for them even when there is no logical excuse to give. they want total control so that the girls are afraid to leave...afraid to let go.

for those of you who are stuck in a dead end relationship....GET OUT!!!