in memory of....

july is not a very good month for me...
it is one that represents loss...
its never easy to lose a loved one...
and it doesn't get easier even after years have gone by....

the memories keep playing themselves in my head...
the last conversation...the laughter...the comfort...and eventually the tears...
we had our moments...even though it wasn't for very long....
it seems as if they were just guest appearances in my life...
they came...they left...and now i'm here and they're not....

at least i have those memories....

i miss u guys....